Dirty, Filthy, Violent, Smelly, Disgusting, and Hopeless…these were the kind of descriptive words that were floating through my mind when I was first informed about our impending day of service at Skid Row. We started off at the chapel situated on the grounds of the dream center and Matt the leader of the under the bridge ministry, led the volunteers in prayer.
We gamely boarded the mini-van and set off to our destination, we were a real motley crew of: French, British, American…young and old. I silently listened to rest of the volunteer’s conversations while looking for the signs that we had finally arrived. It was totally unexpected to see the sunshine; I almost expected the sun to hide behind the clouds. The buildings showed signs of neglect and there was litter strewn across the streets but overall I almost started to feel slightly hopeful, since the images I first saw, did not match up with my initial imaginings.
On arrival, I helped the skid row volunteer veterans to set up by carrying in the cargo of hot food to the site…then I saw the people. In the beginning it was hard to look at the people of Skid Row, it was uncomfortable as I saw their needs too easily. After we set up the food tables I noticed a lady who looked anorexic, stumbling past with a plate of food given to her by one of our volunteers. Her eyes hardly registered anyone around her and I was painfully aware of the bandages that were barely covering the open sores on her body and the dirty IV drip that was hanging from her right arm.
I began to make myself look into the people’s eyes as they passed by with their carefully balanced plates. To really see the faces of the people that Jesus died for. As I looked around at the floor of the drop-in center and the many bodies that were crashed out on the ground from drugs or sleep deprivation, I began to realize how naive I was.
Not even my imagination could have prepared me for this amount of desperation. And I started to feel their hopelessness and sensed the spiritual battles being waged over their lives. When we first got there I stayed pretty close to the volunteers and eventually broke away to walk around the center to just pray quietly, looking for anyone who needed someone to talk to.
The few people that I was able to speak with were really precious to me. It was their stories that encouraged me. To hear their tentative responses for: a happier future, for renewed dreams and restored relationships. It was this delicate hopefulness they had that pointed out God’s grace at work in their lives, and I was able to hope with them.
-Chaka
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
At First Glance...
The people in Skid Row will surprise you; they all have such different personalities and they’re all there for different reasons. Everyone living in what seems to be their own story book just waiting for someone to come by and open the front cover to uncover the incredible, yet heart wrenching story. I personally was able to hear and see some of these unique stories; it was a privilege to be invited into the past lives of some of the residents of Skid Row.
I was able to meet the sweetest of ladies named Alice, whose heart was so big, she had an infectious smile, and a truly genuine personality. In Alice’s story nothing more than a series of unfortunate events landed her in Skid Row. She hasn’t abused drugs or alcohol for years now; she was clean in hopes of getting out of Skid Row. But as many residents of Skid Row find out, it’s much easier to get into the streets than it is to get out. Alice’s want and need to get out of the streets nearly broke my heart. We prayed over Alice and gave her the Dream Center’s number in hopes she would call and enroll in discipleship.
We understand that so many people in Skid Row want to get off the streets and turn their lives around, but we also understand that it’s not always easy. The strongholds are so thick in Skid Row. As soon as someone decides that they want to leave within the next hour, the next day, the next week the enemy will attack them and try to hold them in his prison; he won’t easily let them walk out of his grip.
There’s a cycle in Skid Row that makes it nearly impossible to leave once you’re in. But I believe we serve a God not of the impossible but of the possible. And with the persistent effort of the Dream Center, and all the outreaches that go out on a weekly basis to Skid Row bringing the hope and love of God, that those who want to leave will be enabled to do so. We believe that in stories like those similar to Alice’s will have happy endings due to the Dream Center’s constant visits that build relationships, so that each day brings Alice closer to her dream of leaving the streets.
-Briana-Leigh
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Praying for Dana
I have knocked on many doors since first going out with Adopt-A-Block: doors that open to half awake smiling people who speak very broken English, doors that show family’s overflowing clothes and assortment of boxes and broken toys that spill out to their front porches, doors that open partially to show concerned, sad eyes only seen mysteriously behind a metal screen and doors that stay closed.
Dana was one of those doors that I had knocked on several times and had just about left to go onto to the next one. She told me ‘I don’t want to open this door to you or you’ll be smelling weed’. I told her that I just wanted to meet her, and saw her slowly open the door and give me a skeptical look. I asked her if she had heard of the Dream Center or had ever been to Angelus Temple. Dana smiled and told me that she had and that she had come to a point in her life where she needed to try out God and that God must have sent us to her that day.
She told me about being in prison and crying out to God when she was at her lowest point. Dana said that more recently she had felt tired of being involved in gangs and wanted to better herself, she just didn’t know where to start. I told her how much Jesus loved her and how he wanted to change her life around, that he knew all of her pain. Dana said that she realized that she had tried living life her way and she was sick and tired of being beaten up and high. She was tired of this life and wanted to see what God could do.
I asked her if I could pray and we prayed for thanks to God for giving us this divine appointment. I was able to see Dana two more times since that first encounter and meet her son, she still is happy to see us and gives me a hug hello but I can see in her eyes that she still hasn’t taken that next step to give everything to God and give him a chance. I will continue to intercede for her that she will one day give her life to him. I want to see her happy and restored in the way that I know only God can enable her to become.
Being a part of Adopt-A-Block has made me feel even more the responsibility we have as Children of God to stand in the gap for the lost and intercede on their behalf, why don’t we as Christians make it our prerogative to be stubborn for God, as much as the enemy has his minions to: steal, kill and destroy, let us become more aggressive at taking these people back for the kingdom of God.
-Chaka
Dana was one of those doors that I had knocked on several times and had just about left to go onto to the next one. She told me ‘I don’t want to open this door to you or you’ll be smelling weed’. I told her that I just wanted to meet her, and saw her slowly open the door and give me a skeptical look. I asked her if she had heard of the Dream Center or had ever been to Angelus Temple. Dana smiled and told me that she had and that she had come to a point in her life where she needed to try out God and that God must have sent us to her that day.
She told me about being in prison and crying out to God when she was at her lowest point. Dana said that more recently she had felt tired of being involved in gangs and wanted to better herself, she just didn’t know where to start. I told her how much Jesus loved her and how he wanted to change her life around, that he knew all of her pain. Dana said that she realized that she had tried living life her way and she was sick and tired of being beaten up and high. She was tired of this life and wanted to see what God could do.
I asked her if I could pray and we prayed for thanks to God for giving us this divine appointment. I was able to see Dana two more times since that first encounter and meet her son, she still is happy to see us and gives me a hug hello but I can see in her eyes that she still hasn’t taken that next step to give everything to God and give him a chance. I will continue to intercede for her that she will one day give her life to him. I want to see her happy and restored in the way that I know only God can enable her to become.
Being a part of Adopt-A-Block has made me feel even more the responsibility we have as Children of God to stand in the gap for the lost and intercede on their behalf, why don’t we as Christians make it our prerogative to be stubborn for God, as much as the enemy has his minions to: steal, kill and destroy, let us become more aggressive at taking these people back for the kingdom of God.
-Chaka
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